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Well i think that everyone of these is possibility and that on of this could be the cause of the other. For instance a meteorite the size of NYC is hurdling towards earth. The UN decides that best course of action is to launch nukes at it.So they launch it the metorite is destroyed and smaller fragment falls to earth. Now there is a blanket of radiation surrounding earths atmosphere causing an expontential increase in greenhouse gases to be trapped on earth. Which causes the polar ice caps to be super heated and melt. Now due radiation and the ice caps melting new strain on superflu is born but it attacks dead organism causing zombies to rise up and attack living humans. This how the world would end.

My favorite LJ post is called Love a strange emotion. this post was probably the most honest post ive ever made. It still rings true what i said in that post.


Love: A strange emotion
Dear Readers

The holidays are coming up a time for family and friends and love. I see happy couples walking the streets holding hands, looking into each others eyes, giving quick kisses, and being happy. It makes me smile and hurt at the same time. i ask myself why do i keep getting hurt? My soul is a scarred one. How do those wounds heal? Some people can just get over it but i cant i feel the pain for a long time and it bogs me down with doubt about ever loving again. I realize though as i sit here and talk about having a scarred soul that i have hurt those ive cared for. I would like to sorry to those i hurt and scarred. i realize that an apology doesnt fix everything but i hope you can forgive. Those of you who read this know who you are and i sorry.
For those of you who have that person to love. hang on to them dont let them go but dont smother them. Say I love you and mean it. Take comfort in the warmth of their touch against your skin. Open your heart and soul to them. Thats what love is about is being yourself and being vunerable to that one person. You may argue and you may get upset with other sometimes you might not talk to them for awhile. Then you begin to remember what made you fall for them in the first place and realize that the arguement was silly and you hug them and say i love you. This is what it means to love. Acceptance of each others faults. Compromise each of you gives a little but you each gain something as well. Concern when you dont hear from one another or when one of you is sick you go to them and care for them. You get a gift for them just becuase you love them. All those songs and movies about love though sometimes corny and cheesy are true.

"The greatest thing you can ever learn is to love and be loved in return" Moulin Rouge

Kindness

Before you know what kindness really is
you must lose things,
feel the future dissolve in a moment
like salt in a weakened broth.
What you held in your hand,
what you counted and carefully saved,
all this must go so you know
how desolate the landscape can be
between the regions of kindness.
How you ride and ride
thinking the bus will never stop,
the passengers eating maize and chicken
will stare out the window forever.

Before you learn the tender gravity of kindness,
you must travel where the Indian in a white poncho
lies dead by the side of the road.
You must see how this could be you,
how he too was someone
who journeyed through the night
with plans and the simple breath
that kept him alive.

Before you know kindness
as the deepest thing inside,
you must know sorrow
as the other deepest thing.
You must wake up with sorrow.
You must speak to it till your voice
catches the thread of all sorrows
and you see the size of the cloth.
Then it is only kindness
that makes sense anymore,
only kindness that ties your shoes
and sends you out into the day
to mail letters and purchase bread,
only kindness that raises its head
from the crowd of the world to say
it is I you have been looking for,
and then goes with you every where
like a shadow or a friend.



http://www.translatum.gr/poetry/naomi-shihab-nye.htm

I do believe in Reicarnation. The only past live im aware of is that i was an Elder Celtic Druid living on the southern part of Ireland. I was one who unfortunaly sought to unite the acient traditions with christianity which ultimatley lead to my death by burning. So yeah i definatly believe i reincarnation.

Let answer this question with another one. What the hell would the point of going to a sit down restaurant by yourself? It makes for one sided conversation. Not that talking to yourself is a bad thing its a healthy thinking process unless you start to answer and/or argue with yourself this may be a sign of insanity. In which case go see your doctor right away. Oh Well that was random.

Ive never been one for the fashion scene so i would rather dress for comfort than for fashion.

Though im not a watcher of Battlestar Galatica i do watch my far share of sci fi dramas.
Now i dont that just possesing AI is enough for a machine to be considered an individual with feelings and rights. A machine must show setientence and exstitencial awarness. The best example i can give is the trial of LT Commander Data from season 2 of Star Trek Next Generation. During this trial it was determined that although Data is a machine he possesed the nessacary qualifications for an individual.

Why have super powers when you are a hero in someone elses eyes.

Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Kanawaza, Merry Yule. Whatever holiday you celebrate make sure you celebrate it with those important to you.

Your Rainbow
Your rainbow is strongly shaded violet and red.










What is says about you: You are a passionate person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You get bored easily and want friends who will keep up with you. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

Dear Readers

The holidays are coming up a time for family and friends and love. I see happy couples walking the streets holding hands, looking into each others eyes, giving quick kisses, and being happy. It makes me smile and hurt at the same time. i ask myself why do i keep getting hurt? My soul is a scarred one. How do those wounds heal? Some people can just get over it but i cant i feel the pain for a long time and it bogs me down with doubt about ever loving again. I realize though as i sit here and talk about having a scarred soul that i have hurt those ive cared for. I would like to sorry to those i hurt and scarred. i realize that an apology doesnt fix everything but i hope you can forgive. Those of you who read this know who you are and i sorry.
For those of you who have that person to love. hang on to them dont let them go but dont smother them. Say I love you and mean it. Take comfort in the warmth of their touch against your skin. Open your heart and soul to them. Thats what love is about is being yourself and being vunerable to that one person. You may argue and you may get upset with other sometimes you might not talk to them for awhile. Then you begin to remember what made you fall for them in the first place and realize that the arguement was silly and you hug them and say i love you. This is what it means to love. Acceptance of each others faults. Compromise each of you gives a little but you each gain something as well. Concern when you dont hear from one another or when one of you is sick you go to them and care for them. You get a gift for them just becuase you love them. All those songs and movies about love though sometimes corny and cheesy are true.

"The greatest thing you can ever learn is to love and be loved in return" Moulin Rouge

I have confidence in my heart but doubt in my mind. I want to more than anything in the world but i want it to be special when it happens. I love her more than anything in this world or any other world. This is true,unconditional love. She has me heart and soul. There's nothing i wouldn't do for her. Id go on but it would end up sounding cliche. Yet i find such cliche things to be utterly and absolutely true. She is free spirited and has such a way about that makes me feel invincible. This question i wish to ask is a big one. Since i met her its never been a question of if but when. When is it the right time? When should i get the ring? Where should i ask her? Should it be a big build up to it or should simply ask? Should i get permission from her aunt and uncle before asking? These questions are floating in my head constantly. Am i indecisive or just over analyzing and freaking myself out? Goddess Help me.

When stocking the towering shelves of the store. I find myself singing songs on the work radio and busting out the occasional dance move.

She might be the one. She is perfect for me i feel it in my heart and soul.

1.Your Name:

2.Age:

3.Favorite position:

4. Do you think I'm cute?

5. Would you have sex with me?

6. lights on or off?

7. Would you have to be drunk?

8.Would you take a shower with me?

9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?

10.Would you leave after or stay the night?

11.Do you like cuddling afterwards?

12.Condom or skin?

13.Have sex on the first date?

14.Would you kiss me during sex?

15.Do you think I would be good in bed?

16. Would you use me as a booty call?

17.Can I use you as a booty call?

18.Can we take pictures of the act?

19.How long would we have sex?

20.Would you tell your friends about me?

21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?



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From here on out this blog will chronicle the adventures of Riceak Milner the neutral cleric of Obad Hai and his companions as he seeks to avenge his parent who were brutally murdered by drow raiders. He seeks the extinction of all Drow and those who would willing serve them and their dark ways. So to you my fellow readers i hope you enjoy the adventures with me.

Wow This is pathetic. I havent posted in 17 weeks. Well it's easy to say that alot has happened in that time since August 3rd. First thing is my dad is finally back from Iraq. It was just a small welcoming party myself, mom, sister, and grandfather. He came off the plane and through the doors where we were standing and we hugged him and welcomed him home and it was a great feeling. We left the airport and got something to eat at denny's then went home. So things as of now are back to rights in my household. Oh a good thing is im back to being single and im loving it. I do however wish i could find someone it's slim pickings in this town and i don't want to go anywhere like a club or something like that. I guess since my last relationship ive been afraid to love again. My heart has been beaten, torn out and stomped on and i just dont want that all over again. I feel a little selfish talking about my love life when others are going through there own struggle but i do hope that i can love again becuase one is the loneliest number (a bit cliche but whatever). Another thing is it is the week of hell as far as school honestly these finals are murder but they are almost over. Im thinking of taking of this summer from school and enjoying myself before i head away to Castleton. I'll be heading there next fall to finish becoming a teacher. So anyway thats my speal for now i hope to write more often than i have been.

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Any four, no matter how personal, private or random. I have to answer them honestly.
I have to answer them all.
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